Tuesday 23 January 2018

MIDLIFE CRISIS

Ever since I turned 20 I feel like I've been stuck, I had the sudden feeling of "what am I doing with my life?" but I was reassured I wasn't the only one. A year later and I feel exactly the same. Everyone always tells you oh you're still young, you'll figure it out, what if that doesn't happen? What if 9 years from now I'm not in the position I'm aiming for? This -  amongst many other thoughts, continually plays on my mind. 
However I've come to realise the world doesn't do you any favours, if you want something bad enough you have to consistently put the effort in to achieve it. It comes with rejection, disappointment, stress, but through all of that being in the exact position you want to be makes up for all of the hard times you've had to endure getting there. 
Changing your mindset is a difficult thing to do, but ones it clicks nothing can stop you. All of the drive and determination to succeed will rule out any doubts you have. 
This is the change I'm going to make this year, working on myself. 

Friday 19 January 2018

TURNING 21!

So I'm officially an adult! On Tuesday I turned 21 years old. It's weird because I can remember in my first year of college saying that I wanted to be moved out and in my dream job (still trying to figure out what my dream job is) by the time I was 21, I thought my life would've been COMPLETELY different. However, as much as it has been a struggle at times I'm really happy in the position I'm in now, does anyone really have it all figured out at 21?

Tuesday 9 January 2018

A DAY TO LONDON WITH VJM

We're only 9 days into 2018 and I already feel like it's been a crazy start to the year, I've already broken about 6 of my "healthy" new years resolutions, so I'll try again next year. 

Despite not being as healthy as I'd like to have been, I have been staying motivated and I feel like I'm constantly sat in front of my laptop working on something new (which is a good thing), and over this last weekend I was able to branch out into a new field that I've never really tried before which is film for. Vicky and I went up to London to film for one of her Uni projects and it was such a lovely day for it, despite the fact it was -2. 

Tuesday 2 January 2018

LUXE

I don't think I'll ever get tired of wearing underwear as outerwear, lingerie is my favourite type of clothing to prance around in, so why not dress it up enough to wear on a night out? 
This is the type of style I'll be serving in 2018, and I can't explain how excited I am to show you my new goodies when they arrive! 

Monday 1 January 2018

HAPPY NEW BLOG!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! Hope everyone has had an amazing Christmas and New Years and
welcome to the first post of 2018! It was so nice to spend time with my family and be a free potato for a couple of weeks. I'm so excited for a completely fresh start though, I hope your ready for the "new" adult Becky! (I'm 21 in 14 days)
As you may have also noticed, my blogs had a bit of an overhaul, I'm obsessed with all of Pipdig's templates! I've got so many exciting things to come this year too which I can't wait to start sharing, I'm also hoping that this will be last impromptu shoot I'll have to do in my room with its horrible lighting! I'm completely ready to hit the ground running this year, so keep an eye out and see what I get up to! 
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